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PART II - 'Taking
Leave'
by Michael
Wyndham Thomas
Marcus's remaining time with his family passes
agreeably, although everyone wonders what is truly on his mind,
now that Gravis has spoken of the Imperial storm that may descend
on them. Marcus, however, has had time to reflect; as he reveals
to Venia, the youngest in the family, his mind is not in the turmoil
that either they or he feared. Like Gravis, he accepts that nothing
he could say will drive Christianity from under the Spatula roof.
And he realises that the energy he might have spent berating them
would be far better employed in protecting them if (or when) the
need arises. To this end, he speaks with Vinitor in an attempt to
decide whether the vineyardist's life would appeal to him. He proves,
however, to be a pupil with a wandering mind: Britannia, Canovium,
Vectis, Spesis--all come crowding into his thoughts. He knows that
his business overseas is far from finished.
Marcus watched the long, thick finger tracing the rise of the vine.
The finger paused and curled round it; then the thumb came into play,
rubbing the surface as though the plant were clay to be crumbled:
'There,' said Vinitor. 'Perfectly sound, as I predicted. Now, Tribune,
perhaps you could repeat to me, point by point, my reasons for the
prediction.'
Marcus stared stupidly at the man's hand, still cradling the vine.
He could recall a word or two about girth and texture; he knew the
man had been talking, slowly and clearly, for several minutes. He
would make a good teacher. Sadly, he was presently a teacher wasting
his time. Marcus had retained next to nothing but felt a brave stab
was called for:
'Regarding girth,' he began, adopting the sonorous tones his father
used when addressing the whole household, hoping that this would trigger
a perfect recall of Vinitor's painstaking explanation. It did not,
and Marcus found himself staring even more stupidly at the vine on
which Vinitor's hand still lightly rested. 'Girth,' Marcus repeated
in a sigh of defeat.
Vinitor smiled: 'The sun, I think, Tribune--still playing games with
your mind after all that Britannia cold.'
'Something like that,' muttered Marcus; then, concerned that his words
might sound brusque, he added, 'But I'm ready for another lesson tomorrow.'
'Another, Tribune?'
'Well,' smiled Marcus. 'Today's tomorrow.'
Suddenly all was thrashing and commotion behind them: 'So how's he
getting on?' demanded Gravis, suddenly looming between them, dusting
off his sleeves.
'There is promise,' said Vinitor quietly.
Gravis narrowed his eyes and appraised the vineyardist's face: 'Really?'
he said with mock slyness. 'In the same way that a leaden sky might
promise rain?'
Vinitor's brow furrowed. He was accustomed to Gravis's sudden lurch
into strange abstractions, but as there was usually no-one else around
when it happened, he'd developed a habit of closing his eyes and nodding,
as if Gravis had hit some nail exactly on the head. But with Marcus
present, he felt that more of an effort at understanding was called
for. It didn't work, and the poor vineyardist was conscious of looking
even more stupid than Marcus had moments before. To his relief, however,
Marcus seemed to cotton on, and Vinitor saw that some affectionate
dig at the son and heir was involved:
I think you'll find, father, that leaden skies do actually produce
rain from time to time. They don't simply lour and move away.'
Gravis chuckled: 'Like you have moved away from that vine, Marcus,
as though it were a serpent intent on squeezing the bones out of your
skin?'
Marcus tensed. He knew his father of old: any mention of serpents
was apt to bring forth a particularly rich and impenetrable crop of
images. But the patriarch was denied the chance. More thrashing erupted
from the far end of the row, together with the sound of stamping.
The three men jostled their way along to the spot. A space had been
trampled in the foliage; Vinitor gave a low moan and stooped down;
Gravis cleared his throat and tutted. Marcus didn't properly attend
to their reactions; reflexively, he shaded his eyes and scanned the
surrounding grassland. A figure was scampering off in the direction
of Cremona, but its speed, and the heat haze, made it difficult to
determine whether it was an adult or a child. The latter, Marcus suspected;
he wasn't sure why.
Now he turned to find Vinitor kneeling and saw what the stamping meant.
The vineyardist was holding a flat stone, polished, fashioned into
an oval. It bore the simple design of a fish, two lines curving out
and back, crossing each other to form an open-ended tail. Above and
below the fish were what looked like a handful of stars, perhaps crucifixes.
The stone lay unsteadily in the vineyardist's palms. It was broken
in two.
'Not the first time,' breathed Gravis.
'You never told me of this, father,' said Marcus. 'The shrines had
spread from the vineyard--that's all you said.'
Gravis opened and closed his hands: 'Well, my son, I reasoned that
if you were going to spend time out here, you'd probably see for yourself.'
At this Marcus sighed and gazed heavenwards, as if in exasperation
at a troublesome child. Vinitor intervened:
'It is infrequent, Marcus Vinicius. Town urchins with the whole day
to do demons' work. Pilfering, chalking profanities on the colonnades.
You've probably seen such things yourself. Nothing to them to come
so far afield with their mischief. Better than breaking their neighbour's
pitcher and getting collared immediately.'
Marcus said nothing. He was thinking of something else he'd seen among
the colonnades, the rude, shoving urchin. That figure scampering from
their land was a child, he was sure of it now. But he had also caught
the vineyardist's manner: quick, almost panicky. Perhaps he had caught
wind of Marcus's views on all this Christianity; perhaps Gravis had
talked of it, and now Vinitor was trying to smooth things over, to
make believe that it wasn't at the root of this present vandalism.
Having spoken, Vinitor excused himself and walked slowly back to where
he'd valiantly tried to school Marcus on the features of a sturdy
vine. He cradled the two pieces of stone in either arm, as though
they were infant twins who needed shade and the balm of a wet cloth.
Marcus turned quizzically to Gravis, who nodded: 'Yes--him too. Lenita's
persuasiveness worked in seconds, by all accounts. Another miracle
to add to the heavenly store.'
After the evening meal, Marcus walked alone in the courtyard. He consciously
tried to walk as haphazardly as possible. All manner of thoughts seemed
to be hemming him in, and he didn't want to find himself tracing a
prisoner's circle. From somewhere close by came shouting and barks:
Alacer, larking about with the dogs. Vinitor came out of the house
and crossed in front of him; they exchanged goodnights, and Marcus
saw that he had something under his arm--a replacement stone, no doubt,
for the one destroyed in the vineyards. All fell quiet as the man
departed, save for faint chatter from within: Fovera with a servant,
perhaps, or with Lenita. After a while, he could sense eyes upon him,
and swung round to regard the main entrance. A shadow seemed to be
gliding slowly about the pillars--a human form, not some trick of
the lightly swaying trees nearby. Surely it couldn't be the oik who
put paid to the stone that afternoon? If it was, Cremonese urchins
had more cheek than care for their lives:
'Declare yourself!' he said, stepping forward; he could have been
addressing a Dobunni farmer who had strayed near the Vertis bridge.
The shadow quailed, sank back and was still; a moment later, after
an obvious effort, it detached itself from the surrounding twilight.
It was Venia.
Marcus tried to look stern, gave up, tried to look amused, failed,
and finally let his face settle into precisely the expression it had
worn when Vinitor had been tutoring him. He hadn't yet found a way
of talking to Venia. She hadn't been born when he'd left Cremona.
Alacer was barely a toddler, but a direct and uncomplicated one, and
Marcus had slipped unthinking into the role of his elder brother.
As for Lenita, she'd already found full voice and brains to go with
it; her quarrels with Marcus had filled the courtyard many a time.
But Venia, though sweet-tempered and obviously concerned that all
should be harmonious in the family, was still a stranger to him. Marcus
thought of his dwindling leave; soon he would be bracing himself for
rough seas and uncertain weather. It was time to be a brother to Venia,
too.
Venia took a step back as he approached, casting about for affectionate
pleasantries. She spared him the bother:
'Are you going to stop us, Marcus?' she asked, in a strange mixture
of shyness and determination.
'Stop you?'
'From believing. Mother says you might.'
All the old arguments came spilling into Marcus's mind: the irresponsibility
of embracing a rebel faith, the threat from Nero, the end of the vineyards--above
all, the danger to those he held dearest. He was about to hold forth
as he had to Gravis and Fovera, but then he saw Venia looking full
in his face. An image drove out his thoughts, an old image he thought
he'd forgotten: the girl on the bridge, that day at Vertis, when he
met with Spesis and Benevolus; the way she'd broken away from her
mother, approached Benevolus's horse and examined its mane; the sorry-looking
doll she'd proffered as a keepsake. In that moment, that gesture,
all hard imperial facts had dissolved; all barriers between conqueror
and conquered had fallen. There was some apprehension in the girl's
face--and, the gods knew, plenty in her mother's--but there was trust,
too: an intimation that, for the girl, the great Benevolus was another
human being who deserved a simple gift as much as anyone (well, nearly
anyone--Nero's response to the Dubonni waif would doubtless have had
more of wrath than kindness to it). He saw a similar trust now, in
Venia's face: an understanding, impressive in one so young, that Marcus
was worth the gift of her concern, her gentle, probing words. He had
worried so much about his family that, somehow, he had become isolated
from them. But in a few short moments, the girl before him had broken
through all that. There was really no point coming the Tribune with
her--or with any of them. He shook his head:
'Could I stop any of you now? No, Venia, I see how it is at last--so
my task is to ensure that no-one else stops you.'
'Lenita said you understood, even though you said you didn't. You
worry about us, Marcus. We love you for it. But there's no need, you
know.'
'But what if Nero...if someone...were to harm you?'
'They'd only be harming themselves. That much I know. We wouldn't
be hurt, Marcus. We wouldn't die, not really.'
The words were said to comfort him, but still Marcus started: this
was Lenita's younger sister all right, a milder, more reflective version
of the girl who had lectured him among the market stalls. But Marcus
sensed that, unlike her sister, Venia knew the value of brevity; the
very look in her eyes said that they had spoken enough on the subject.
'How's the embroidery?' asked Marcus.
'Finished soon.'
'What, you're giving it up?'
'No, what I'm making for you--to take back to Canodium or whatever
the place is called--and no, you can't see it yet.' She skipped down
from the pillars, tapped his shoulder and took off through the courtyard.
A game of tag was suddenly afoot; realising that he hadn't run since
his time in Canovium, Marcus cautiously but happily joined in.
Marcus's
brief conversation with Venia transformed his remaining days at
Cremona. He took further lessons from Vinitor on the family trade.
For the first time, he sensed that he might have some feel for vines,
their character and cultivation. Even so, concentration was difficult:
the end of his leave was approaching--musings and fears about what
he might find in Cambria were difficult to dispel. 'You'll be there
soon enough, Marcus,' his father reminded him. 'Why muddy the present
with the future?' His words proved fitfully comforting.
When he wasn't mentally rehearsing the distinctions between healthy
and ailing vines, Marcus went riding with Alacer, learning all about
the boy's plans to become a lawyer. These, he soon saw, were not
the airy wishes of a callow boy. Alacer was sharp and determined;
he had Gravis's perception but not, it seemed, his weakness for
strange leaps of thought. No surprising metaphors clouded the boy's
speech, nor did it seem that they ever would. Marcus realised, without
fully understanding why, that he was talking to a survivor--and,
indeed, to a prime candidate for the Senate, which perhaps explained
why Gravis hadn't badgered him with that old topic during his leave.
As the day of his departure neared, Marcus found himself increasingly
at ease with the whole family. Fovera abandoned the sidelong glances,
speaking to him at length about the ins and outs of managing the
household, the frequent problems with the atrium pool, her concerns
over the family treasures and whether she should find new hiding-places
for them. He knew that such talk implied a request to share her
difficulties; dutifully, he took them over. In this he was aided
by Lenita, who also gave him extra coaching about the management
of vines. At other times, the two of them again visited the market,
this time to stock up on supplies for Marcus's return journey. They
spoke no further about Christianity, but then there was no need:
with his permission, Venia had told the whole family about her talk
with him (and the far-ranging game of tag). They all knew his thoughts
and were more than content with them.
'Strange, isn't it,' said Gravis, 'how imperfect our words are for
farewells.' In the gathering heat of the morning, he and Marcus
were riding through the far outskirts of Cremona. There had been
long, tearful goodbyes at the villa; over and over, Marcus had assured
them that their protection would be his first care, whatever else
he was obliged to do; and he had unpacked and repacked Venia's embroidery
until she was convinced beyond doubt that it would not be left behind.
The last time he unpacked it, he held it aloft for all to see. It
was a delicate, detailed representation of the villa with vines
crowding round the walls. The sight of it drew forth fresh tears,
and he had bundled it quickly away again.
Now, about to leave Cremona behind, Marcus braced himself for further
leave-taking--not tearful, perhaps, but no less emotional. He and
Gravis reined in their horses and dismounted; Gravis shaded his
eyes and studied the road ahead:
'Good conditions for this part of the journey, Marcus. May the seas
be as kind to you.'
'And may fate do likewise for you. I beg you, father, take all possible
care.'
'Indeed I shall. We all shall. Nero'--he stopped and checked a smile--
'Nero is mortal and will decline with the seasons. Whereas this'--he
flung a hand out at the surrounding land-- 'has a knack of renewing
itself, of returning in full strength. As does Lenita's Christ,
by all accounts. As will all good folk, she tells me.' He laid a
hand on Marcus's arm: 'You and I are the same, Marcus. Compassionate
unbelievers.'
Marcus chuckled; he loved Gravis's little qualifications-- 'by all
accounts,' 'so it seems' and the rest; through them, he held himself
apart from any temptation to embrace a cause which, at base, he
could not believe in. But, as Marcus had come to realise, this shunning
of hypocrisy was yet one more sign of his love for Fovera, Lenita,
all of them. They truly believed; he wasn't about to insult their
belief by pretending. This was a moment of real closeness between
father and son; even so, Marcus felt the need to sound a last warning:
'Just remember, father,' he said, 'that enemies have a knack of
returning in strength too. Be vigilant at all times.'
'Oh, you know me, Marcus. Of course I shall. Besides, with a budding
lawyer in the family, not to mention a daughter with the fire of
your Druids, I shall have plenty of help in my duty of care.'
Without further talk, they embraced and parted. Gravis watched his
eldest son until he was a dark shimmer, at which point Marcus turned,
waved and vanished into the haze. Then he turned his horse about
and set off home. 'Vinitor said he was coming along nicely,' he
muttered to himself. 'Good news, that.'
End of Chapter XV
Part
I
- Part
II - XIII
- XIV - XV
- XVI - XVII -
XVIII - XIX -
XX - XXI
- Part
III
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